[sees a tall girl] oh no its my one weakness [sees a fat girl] oh no its my one weakness [sees a muscly girl] oh no its my-
hey jo remember that time I shoved my trash at you so I could pet a cat? good times
you did that
i became a walking trashcan as soon as you saw a cat
constantly upsetting myself with the words “there nothing for me here”
nothing to love, or look forward to, or be excited about
Ryan Haywood??? nah what a loser what a— [trips] [hundreds of thousands of photos of Ryan Haywood spill out of jacket] w-what a fuckign loser i these arent mine im just [gathering them up frantically sweating] listen i just listen fuck [thousands of pictures of Ryan Haywood scatter across the floor] shit fcuk im holding them for a friend just listen
staaaaab me in the fucking face
Anonymous said: I,R,T,X
I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.
Hmmm, saturday eve, maybe? A friend (a boy, who’s also my very close friend, who’s also kind of a crush??maybe???) was wayyy too drunk and I tried to take care of him, as I do when my very close friends get too drunk. However, he (accidentally) smacked me in the face, ignored me, refused to listen when I tried to take care of him, and both ran off and tripped me (also an accident, he faceplanted in the middle of the street, bringing me down as well) when I tried to get him home safely. The jealousy part comes in where he calmly listened to another friend, and walked with him without protests or fighting.
R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities.
T- 5 things I love unconditionally.
X - If I’ve done something I regret very much.
The only thing I currently regret is how I’ve been toward some of my friends. I’ve been pretty rude sometimes, and loud, and keeping things from them even though I’d want them to tell me if it was the other way around….and…..most of all I regret an untimely demand, because I feel like it chased off the very dear friend I talked about in the first thing, the jealousy thing, up there, first row, go back and have a look.